Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours

Teri
Sc gal
Kebaya girl
Loves her Tabs
and 2PE
Nothing much just plain Teri

You Are Aphrodite!

A total shining star with a ton of admirersAnd no wonder: you live life to the fullest!When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier placeBut occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on

Your Power Level is: 80%

You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within. Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.

-9:52 PM

AHHHH!!!! class party so FUNNNNNN. I gotta get the pics from abby. SO so fun so fun so funnn!!! i went at like 5 and met Erica and Annie at the bus stop then we went to Salome's house when Nadirah came cause we didn't know how to get there, and on the way there we met Richard and Issy and Salome.
Ya and then we swam after like waiting for everyone to change, First i had to wait for Nette then Abby. Then i got pushed/jumped into the pool(i cant really remember) Oh and Nette tried to push me into the pool,cause she cant swim for... some reasons. Ms Lee, Ms Lim, and Ms Cheong came OH and Mr Tee!!! He like brought his girlfriend!!!! Like OH MAMA!!! Any way we were like trying to impress her haha by like offering then food and being really polite haha so stupid AND we KNOW he was tell her about us!!!
After that i was like fighting with Vic to push her into the pool. haha 5 outof 6 times i won HAH!!! and the time i lost... Nette pushed me. When Vicki falls in she like scratches you REAL hard my wrist is scared. Oh and we played chicken and net ball and truth or dare but then it became girl talk. Very funny, we started with crushes then embarrassing stuff then guys in general then Se Langs. So funny and alot of stuff about Indian dudes haha cause of Jillian. And we took lotsa pics. The next one will be at Abby's house at the end of the year. Haha i LOVE 2 PE!!!
- Yay we're PE-licious


-4:25 PM




-8:46 PM

Stupid pet rocket. They expect you to get to get 3 1.5L bottles in 2 days!!! What do they think we are?!! Rescued refugees from the Sahara desert?! Sheesh if they told us earlier... then. So i brought the bottle of sprite to school to share with ppl though Vicki took most of it.Choir ended late so i missed abby and she had to turn around to fetch me, i dunno what i'd do without her. Then i had to go to Mr. Low's with a stupid bottle sticking out of my BAG!!!! Then half way through the class Mr. Low asked me a question and i couldnt see the board, and he said quote " so you've been blind all this while!!!" Then i had to move away from my sanctuary at the back of the class and sit next to someone i dont know. Next i travelled 1 hr to get home all with a bag full of books cause Mr. Tee didn't tell us that we had to bring everything home by today. And YES i'm a complain queen. DEAL WITH IT.
Anyway on a not so pms-ish note i found this really cute childish stupid video but i dunno how to put the thingy on my blog soo... too bad for you all. Class party on monday and piano on thursday i dunno how i'm gonna get to Stirling so i'll probably just die. sigh so tired. My mom's giving me a lecture on why we shouldn't kill ourselves if we do badly for our tests. Sigh. Then i just said that parents give us hell when we dont do well. and she was like "sure so we torture you and lock you up, we treat you so well so dont give us this kind of excuse" i do believe i've made my point. - Making you understand is one of the hardest things i've tried to do


-6:15 PM

Tomorrow is like open house!!! Mama spent most of my choir practise time helping the science lab prepare for the stuff. Its all so cool i'm doing DNA extraction and helping the chem lab do the demo for stuff. My mom's coming home tonight...yay!
There's bible study plus i have a history test on monday and my whole saturday is taken up. Sigh i'm so gonna fail. Plus cause my whole sat is taken up i'm gonna miss Mr. Low's so i have to do a make up class before tuesday. But that only leaves sun and mon to make up and there's no sec 2 class on sun and the sunday class is at siglap...so i dunno... well anyway my life is crumbling before my eyes and my hands are too weak to pick up the pieces... ARGH!!! Too emo sigh ok gotta go before i become more emo


-7:25 PM

This WAS my puppy but now it belong's to my mom's bestfriend:( cause i couldn't keep it (bigger):(

He's called oreo

haha So cute.

No more pics too lazy byeeee

-4:41 PM

I'm so happy!!!! I did a good thing today! I helped this blind guy in our school to get to the bus stop opposite RTC!!! Haha so cool, he comes to our school to give the teachers massage therapy. Now we know where our school fees go to. But still, I LOST MY TAB!!!!! ( Vicki will understand) i have to change my blogskin, but i dont like anything. I think i'n gonna fail for lit! Maaaamama sigh cant be helped. I had such a busy weekend, like tuition and tuition on saturday, then i went to buy stuff for my sis's PW. And after that i went to my mom's friend's house to celebrate her best friend's b'dae, i went home at like 12 going to 1. Obviously no time to study, on sunday all the usual stuff church piano then mothers' day dinner. So busy!!! Oh and i didnt get into IP but i think even if i did i wouldn't go. Cant bear to leave SC, no way no way. Haha SC girl from head to toe.
-I love the way i know what he's saying when he doesn't say anything


-9:28 PM

AHHHHH!!!! Mothers' day is like sunday and i dunno what to get for my mom... sigh. Come to think of it i always stress on what to get for my mom but not for my dad. I guess i've never really been close to him. Its not that i dont want to but he makes it hard to, like how can you be close to someone who directly calls you , useless, the cause of all family problems and the ruddest in all the family, he calls you stupid and hopeless, lesser than your sister, lesser than your DOG!!!
I remember when i was younger i use to cry myself to sleep when i get scolded and my dad would beat me cause i wouldn't stop crying. Then one day we saw a mother scolding her son cause he was crying guess what my father said? " i don't understand why parents scold their children for crying..." I was practically screaming inside, its come to point where i don't want to be close to him. I know he cares but he has to show it, like Mrs Goh said your not judged on effort, you're judged on performance. Its cold i know but if he judges me on performance i will treat him likewise. Its sad, its crazy and its out of control but it's that way.


-9:35 PM

Must say not much going on work piling up, and the usual stuff. Now we're doing poetry and i LOVE IT!!!! so fun ok and then we're doing some songs for open house and there's one called 'The Rose' the tune is abit dead but the lyrics are SO like deep i dunno. Then there's this cute poem called Mushrooms apparently is has a not so cute meaning but i have yet to understand ooh so fun.

The Rose
Some say love it is a river that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love it is a hunger an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring becomes the rose

Mushrooms
Overnight, very
Whitely, discreetly,
Very quietly

Our toes, our noses
Take hold on the loam,
Acquire the air.

Nobody sees us,
Stops us, betrays us;
The small grains make room.

Soft fists insist on
Heaving the needles,
The leafy bedding,

Even the paving.
Our hammers, our rams,
Earless and eyeless,

Perfectly voiceless,
Widen the crannies,
Shoulder through holes. We

Diet on water,
On crumbs of shadow,
Bland-mannered, asking

Little or nothing.
So many of us!
So many of us!

We are shelves, we are
Tables, we are meek,
We are edible,

Nudgers and shovers
In spite of ourselves.
Our kind multiplies:

We shall by morning
Inherit the earth.
Our foot's in the door.

--Sylvia Plath

Its about feminism and how women are slowly gaining equality with men, though we go un-noticed like the mushrooms that come out over night, because Nobody see us, stops us! betrays us! The way they beliveve that we are not a threat. But we are still gentel quiet soft and insisting. Yet we grow and soon we will be seen and reconised. This shall be my third favourite poem after Macavity: The Mystery Cat and Jellicle Cats. Coinsidentally both are by TS Eliot:)


-8:35 PM

I ran the last run today, IN THE RAIN!!! But it was quite cool, cause i wasn't as hot as the last time and not so many people ran. Except for the fact that Vicki was angry at me for abandoning her and running ahead, it was better i suppose, though i feel quite bad:( I got like 13.55 which was a great improvement from the last time. And... Abby might have gotten a D!!! You would know what that meant if i had told you, but i cant tell you cause this is public, you people who are in the loop should know:)
And finally the IP trauma is over cause i sent in my aplication TODAY!!! yes haha no more references and weird stuff like that! WOO HOO. Now if cheryl could learn to SHUT UP and stop being so annoying,hmm i think i have to train her, she's not really human( i think).


-3:24 PM

Ahhhhh Mama!!!!
Everyone's trying to convince me to take IP but i'm not too sure. I wanna go to RJC but that means going to RGS (unless i go to RI which, by the way happenssss to be a BOYS' school; meaning that i HAVE to go to RGS) and i dont want to go to RGS. So i can go to some other JC right???? WRONG!!! why am i taking IP? To go to RJC so if i dont go to RJC then i shouldn't take IP. Why not go to RGS then??? Hmmm... maybe its cause RGS IS SC'S BIGGEST ENEMY!!!! thats why. Why should i waste 2 sc-less years in some super masculine school???? that i dont want to go to???? so i should just stay in SC cause there's no way you can make me go to RGS. I'd rather be tickled half to death by a bunch of deranged squirrels and left to die the other half on a deserted island full of termites than go to RGS. Sadly my dear mother and i dont quite see eye to eye. Well i tell you she cant make me!!!! And i have to write an essay!!!( to get into VJC) well i dont really have to worry its not like i'm acctually going to pass the entrance test anyway, so i'll cross that bridge when i get to it. Till then hmm... where are those squirrels???

Abby

Cheryl

2PE

Melissa

Natalie

Yen hua

Vicki

May Ann

Hen

Charlotte Heng

Shi Ying

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